Beyond Good and Evil

Hmm…I don’t know how many people read this thing but oh well…here I go again…sorry if its really borin…my life is borin….haha…OH my dad send this to me...I thought it was really neat....like their idea itself was awesome...smart ppl.....check it out... http://www.nike.com/usa/justdoit/v2/index.jhtml .....well I got my midterm bak…88…. I had to debate in my debate class…the topic was coke is better than pepsi…and I had to say pepsi was betta…sucked…but I won the debate….5-4 votes…George liked pepsi more too…lol…so we both were like y cant we just take our own side…he acted like he was drinkin coke…that was real funny…oh I got my Media and politics exam bak to 90….!! Yay!!!!!

I gave my Christine rough draft….this time I actually had things to say…so it was kewl….so until now we finished reading Plato’s Gorgias, Phaedrus, Christine de Pizan’s Three virtues…Now we are reading Nietzsche’s Beyond Good and Evil…arrghh…I hate that man…sooo wrong…he keeps sayin…the strongest among us will rule…. there is no God…and females are inferior…aarrghh….I hate goin to class cos of him….umm…oh yeah this is dumbo (my lil bro)…I guess he was tryin to act like a fob…for some video or somethin with his friends…he was being goofy!!

neway….Everyone is asking about Garba…I don’t know…I don’t feel like goin…its like wats the point…. life is all a big illusion makin us believe something is true…but is not! Reality is a much lonely place…we just have trying to keep our heads high through all the sadness and the horrors of life….How many of us are what we claim to be? I mean if one thinks it through… we are all puttin up a facade of what we are but is that really us….the inner person in each individual is drastically different from the outside layer…inside even one of us there is a selfish streak that keeps makin us wish for so many things out of life….Selfishness…is it a good or bad thing?? If it is bad then how come God is selfish too…..I think God made sure that some of us have a way of rememberin all bad things and situations more than the good things...that way u will keep prayin to him...so its kinda a selfish reason y God does this.....haha...isnt that wierd? that God...ur perfect image of Love and Selfless being...is selfish indeed.... How many of things I do or say make sense??? what does it tell about me?? Am I a good person?? If I am...how come God doesnt look over me??...Is that selfish to ask?? Is it too much to ask?? If I am not a good person...wat can I do to become a betta person??....Does God have a set of rules to distinguish Good from Bad..a set of rules to distinguish whether to bless someone or not?? figure out u belong to this category and so I cannot bless you!!!!!!!

Questions

Hmm…I got this from Smitha’s Journal…I know surveys are borin….. but oh well…

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Hmm….r u looking at my journal without knowin my name?

2. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? Im wearin a skirt....wats wrong with u?

3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? My dance music…Instrumental

4. ARE YOUR LEGS CROSSED? Wat kinda question is this…? Umm…crossed

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? A donut

6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?? Duh..Black

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? Nice..Pretty…

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?? My Dada

9. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? Eyes…

10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? Smitha is awesome

11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? Wat? Gosh…okay! yeah, I am fine!

12. FAVORITE DRINK? Coke

13. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? I don’t drink…

14. FAVORITE SPORTS? Baseball, Football, Cricket

15. HAIR COLOR? Brown

16. EYE COLOR? No guys its not brown…Black!

17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? Nah

18. SIBLINGS? Bro..

20. FAVORITE FOOD? Thai

21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Elizabeth

22. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? Umm…April 25^th…Anzac Day…lol…really!

23. SATURDAY OR SUNDAY?? Saturday

24. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? Depends...on alot of factors...haha

27. HUGS OR KISSES? Prolly hugs...prolly

28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? Depends

29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? Sure…

30. Who's most LIKELY TO RESPOND? Hmm…u mean talk about it??....Ani, Bhargava, Kim

31. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? Umm…someone

32. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS: my parents

33. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? The city of the ladies by Cristian, Angels and Demons, No One To Trust, Good and Evil, Course Packet, etc..

34. DID YOU WAKE UP BEFORE YOUR ALARM WENT OFF? Yeah…bad dreams

36. DO YOU MISS BIG BROTHER YET? huh?

37. FAVORITE SMELLS? Orchids, sandal wood

38. WHAT INSPIRES YOU? Rain, Music, moonlight, food, Chocolate

39. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN? Buttered…who eats nethin else?

40. FAVORITE CHIPS? Sour cream

41. FAVORITE CAR? Is there such thing? Umm…I don’t know

42. FAVORITE FLOWER? Daffodils, Lillies

43. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? 3

44. CAN YOU JUGGLE? Umm..maybe

45. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK? Umm…friday

46. RED OR WHITE WINE? Red

47. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? Party…nice surprises

48. DO YOU OWN A DONOR CARD? No

49. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU GET UP IN THE MORNING? mmmmm…Coffee!

50. WHAT ARE YOU DOING ONCE THIS IS FINISHED? Paper

Baseball and Debate

Currently Watching: Elizabeth

Baseball is awesome…I don’t know how anyone can not watch it….Braves went to the Division Series again…and this time against Houston Astros…dude…Astros r ok…but the fans r soooo annoyin…Houston is actually playin well after a long time…so they r all like yellin and screamin beyond reason…neway….we tied the series yesterday 2-2…it was wonderful…I love Giles and Smoltz….they saved the day…The final game is today…8 pm…hmm…No comments yet!! lol…all other teams won their respective series…NY Yankees (I felt kinda bad for Twins…it was bound to happen though), Boston Red Sox (they r big…so they won…) and St. Louis (playin excellent baseball all season…so yeah)….

The second debate was good too…Kerry and Bush r really tryin to make their points…I was surprised at the un decided voters in the room…these people look well educated and well informed…how come they didn’t decide yet? I mean its clear where each candidate is on almost every issue…by the end of the 2^nd debate, if these people still haven’t decided…I don’t know wat to say to them…. weird bunch!!!! I think Bush came on stronger than before and Kerry held his end….cant really say who won in this one…it was quite well presented…except for the poor mediator...know wat I mean...lol

Ohh we made this test thingy…its kinda funny….if u have time…go for it… http://prave.friendtest.com oh the guys were practicin yday…and it was the funniest thing…they put all the sticks on Ankit’s stick and he’s like dude…let me go...it was supposed to be a mock fight….it was hilarious…! Oh yeah…the other day I felt soo stupid!!…I was busy writin an essay for my rhetoric class for Tuesday and it took me soo long to write it….after writin it I checked the syllabus for something and the due day said Thursday…I wanted to kill myself…!!! Then I closed everythin right away and began to study for the Media and Politics exam…. it was alright….I don’t know…I didn’t get the score yet…so we’ll c… I have a midterm and two essays due on Thursday…loads of homework ofcourse…so have to work to finish that…The midterm shouldn’t be that bad…I don’t think….

Oh we need couple of dancers for our group…if anyone is interested let me know…I know some people asked me before and it was kinda late to add to that dance…but now we have time to teach and put together something new…will be fun…we only practice in the weekends and we’ll work around a schedule…I just need people who are willin to show up for practices and work…

My friends r soo mean….and that too my best friend…how am I supposed to feel??….….haha…

prave84: oh i went shoppin yday

pshukriya: right

zr00cool: apprantly she did

pshukriya: oh i thought she was joking

zr00cool: shes serious

prave84: go away

prave84: im not tellin u nethin nemore...

pshukriya: how am i supposed to know?

Pure Silence

First of all, this is not depressin music…it’s how I feel…haha…

Neway…. on the positive note…Whoever watched the first debate between Kerry and Bush should’ve seen that Kerry won it anonymously…it was an interesting debate cos I personally thought Bush would have the upper hand just cos the war on terrorism is his biggest asset as far as campaigning is concerned…Kerry did better than I expect cos he gave straight direct answers than the criticized complicated replies (even though, I neva really thought so)…the best part of the speech was when Kerry said ‘"Invading Iraq in response to 9/11 would be like Franklin Roosevelt invading Mexico in response to Pearl Harbor." That's what we have here. …” I laughed soooo hard ….lol …it was the funniest comment…should be a joyful election

I have my Media and Politics exam next week and I am terrified…just cos everyone in that class seem really smart….and she said the exam will be hard as hell…gotta c….Oh yeah there are two new shahrukh movies coming out….Im soooooooooooo excited!!!!!!!!!!! Cant wait to c…he looks wonderful in the trailers…(lol, yeah I saw them…yeah Im a geek…a geek in love )….

Oh I wrote this….

PURE SILENCE

Eyes are filled with your image

This heart is chanting your name

My wish is your love

My desire is for you

The only way of expressing my feelings

Is my language of PURE SILENCE

Friends’ remarks about being unresponsive

Did not make me romantic

I am begging these trembling lips

To show these swirling emotions within me

The only way of showing my passion

Is my language of PURE SILENCE

With my head bowing I waited

For you to notice and come to me

The days came and elapsed rapidly

Oh! How I longed to change them

The only way of describing my agony

Is my language of PURE SILENCE

I am what I am

And cannot change into something exquisite

Even though, I want to be more

For someone I care for, I cant!

The only way of revealing who I am

Is through this PURE SILENCE