Thursday, April 29, 2004

Birthday

Whoa I got an 88 in my communication law exam….!!! The average in the class was a 62…so yeah I was like sooooo happy!!! Yay!!! Ok I haven’t updated since my dance and my birthday…so I decided to let every1 know wat happened and stuff….its pretty borin...haha...last week I was so nervous right…then Saturday morning I went to Preeti’s house to get ready for the dance that evenin…Archith and Ashwin came in the afternoon and I thought maybe they came to c the rehearsal or wateva…then Preeti and Archith brought out a cake and presents….I was soo overwhelmed…and Supriya’s mom made this Indian style cake…it was awesome!! Thank you soo much guys!! It was really nice of u guys…After that we went to the show and I was really really nervous….it was just I didn’t dance for almost an year and it’s a long and fast piece…so it was a big step for me…well the show dragged for a while…but finally we did it…umm I was ok…like I knew I could’ve done sooo much betta but I guess I was alright…! Sangeeta and Supriya were awesome though…go girls…!! …pic might be blurry but take a look..u get the idea...lol

then I finally went home and slept…I got a call at precisely 12:02 from Ani…lol…he is accurate like that…very sweet…! So neway, he wished me and I slept well after that…lol its become a habit after 10 years…whoa…soooo long!!! He’s great though….then next mornin, I went looking for a present for Banna…and it took sooo long cos I didn’t know wat to get him…so I finally got it…HAPPY BIRTHDAY BANNA….I hope he liked it…!! Bhargava’s family got a cake for me…it was sooo sweet…my parents asked me about a party…but I said no cos I am getting old…not a kid to celebrate but aunty and uncle were sooo wonderful…!! It was strawberry tooo….woww…Thank you Uncle, Aunty, Bhargava, Banna….I got some really really nice presents…lol…I didn’t wanna accept really…but there was one present I couldn’t resist …u know wat it is….MILKY BAR (THIS INDIAN MILK CHOCOLATE…) ….I LOVEEEEEEEE IT…Its my favorite chocolate in the whole wide world and u don’t get it in us.!! I am still eatin them…even right now…soooo tasty….!! THANK YOU BHARGAVA……we played some really great games and had sooo much fun….! It was the best birthday I had in a really really long time….Then we went to the temple and I was prayin to God…It was nice since they did like a big puja when I walked in..I am superstitious like that…neway…it was weird…cos some ppl 4got the date…I guess u should neva expect nethin….! I went to Vandana’s house for dinner…very nice!! ….

So that’s was a jest of wat happened…this week loads of stuff to do….exams next week….papers due….it is scary….hopefully, it will all end….oh yeah, if ne1 is interested, I need dancers for a show organized by Fox Channel for an Indian show...its going to be a live show...I also need dancers for Festival Of India main show…!! Talk to me….

Friday, April 16, 2004

Dance

So the dance was awesome….everyone said it was good…its all the kids efforts really…they were very hard working and enthusiastic ….even Sid ….just cos even if he didn’t stand in his spot, he didn’t forget ne steps and that’s wat matters soo much….all together the show was pretty good…everyone did well…!

So one done, one more to go….Im really worried about this one…just cos I don’t think I am ready…like confident…and it has been like 9 months since I danced….especially classical…and since I am a perfectionist…nothing I do is good enough for me….well, every time my costume is not ready and I am…but this time it is all good to go…and I am not….!! I don’t know…im very nervous…usually I am not…but this time…I don’t know…

Sooooooo……..I had fun all weekend…it was nice…like I didn’t get bored at all… ne part of it…which is ummm interesting….cos I don’t know…I was thinking I would (maybe)…from like Friday eve to sun eve…but that was not the case…I am impressed about that!!!!!….its pretty amazing…like the fact that it wasn’t borin…I met Bhargava’s friends…Brandi and Nick…pretty kewl people…very nice and easy to talk to..!

U know I hate ppl who gossip…its like I say one thing and it goes around sooooo much…that’s sooo not right…it annoys me…and that too…its not like the actual thing goes around…. there r different versions of it…and all wrong too….ouf!!!

Telusuna Telusuna….manasuki tholi kadalika…..adagana adagana atadini mela mellaga…..namutaado namado ani telchuko leka….nuvutaado emito ani bayata pada leka….Ela Ela Dachi unchedi…Ela Ela Dhanni aapedi…

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

Why are we here?

Ever had a moment in life where u begin to reflect on wat was past...and wat is future...today is one of those days for me...where am I? and where is this goin?...its beautiful outside...a lil gloomy, a lil cloudy...and light rain..!!...just the way I love it....and rain is supposed to cheer me up...it always does...today its not....nothin bad happened!! i mean...I am not like depressed but really...look at life.......it became such a routine...like really...!! Its not that bad actually...if I think about it…

Thinking about people who are goin through worse things in life....worst possible scenerios that you couldnt even imagine....In my class we were watchin a video on child harrassment and there was this boy..John...and this girl ...April...they were reflectin on wat they went through...that just broke my heart... it was soooooo terrible....no one should ever go through that...NOT FOR ANYTHING IN THE WORLD...their parents took money from the guy who did it...and so they didnt tell the officials....it was wrong!!! how could they?? just for money...some materialistic luxury...I loathe people like that!! despise them!!....I was in tears when that little boy said...they just wanted to be rich...they sold me...!! he was only 10....sooo unfair!! wat has the world come down to?? everyone killing and selling each other...for revenge, money, some sort of avenge...why are people becomin more colder and selfish as days go by...self centered...thinkin only about themselves as individuals...not doin anything for anyone else....not thinkin about others for a minute...

I have a question for you, a question that you may think is absurd but still give it a moment of your time...and later on u will remember wat i asked...and maybe...even STOP!! Speak if not at least think powerfully and clearly…get ur thoughts together…and tell me….

…..WHAT ARE WE HERE FOR..IN THIS WORLD...IN THIS LIFE...ALIVE??

……Do YOU have an answer??

…….I would want to know!!

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

Shows

ok so...lets c...when did I last update...I dont even remember...

so on Sat...I went to dance class...and then thanx to vin, supriya has a costume for our dance..!! its like navy blue and magenta pink...its nice...then sun...I went to dance practice...they were all excited cos its spring break for them...and so on...good stuff...Neway, and I finally went to Ga Tech Holi Show for the first time...and it was ummm....interestin....they started late for some reason...and it was longggg....the dances were like well coordinated and stuff...but really it was all like bhangra...so tirin...I could tell like every step...just cos it was sooo repetitive..I liked the Nitya Kala Academy dance...but not Kruti dance Academy that much..I dont know....there was this solo dancer who did Rajasthani dance..and then the whole school cheerin thing got like redundant...and the emcees were ...wierddd!! hahah...so yeah!

Neway...yday I was like studyin all night almost...I slept for like an hr...and I went to take my communication law exam...and the prof didnt show up....lol can u believe that? I guess it was good cos I have more time to study the cases but I just wanted to get it over with...

so Now I have an exam, a presentation, an essay, an homework assignment all due on thursday...Isnt that marvelous?? so yeah...Im obsessed with this song from this new Rahman album...!!