Held and gave away

Once in a while, you tend to ponder upon things that have happened in the past, and you think hmm I wonder wat would happen if this didn’t take place or u didn’t meet this person…and soo many other thoughts….its scary how much ur mind remembers sooo much information and if u just let it go u can reflect on it…and these thoughts don’t necessarily have to be sad or bad…they r just memories…some things that u remember….whether it is a mushroom or a color….or the marta train or a church…..an airplane or the smell of whitewash….nethin….some other times u remember so many things but don’t even pay attention to the fact that you do….its like the person is oblivious sometimes…but sometimes you just see...

What is one thing that you have held but given away, and another that you have held but never knew???

Right or Wrong

I have always believed everything is right or wrong…there is no middle ground…there is no gray area…its all either black or white…and I read in someone’s entry…and they wrote…” without one, other is incomplete and tilting our natural balance” ….but I take a step bak….is my ‘this or that’ principle applicable to everything? I used to think that it did…but lately I began to realize there prolly is one thing out there that it doesn’t apply to ….when it makes a decision its not either strong or weak…sometimes it can …. Or it can…..something in between…something that is not…..not….too strong but u don’t…hmmm…..so for the first time in my life…I have conflicting thoughts about something that is not as black and white….

I dont think I have the energy to keep trying…actually Im not goin to try in this aspect…I just cant…they are too many contradictions….I don’t have the WILL to try….I just don’t!!!

Random Thoughts:

! Running on emptiness.

! Best moment in life is when u realize u do not need … to be completely blissfully content.

(The worst moment is when you realize this thought makes u cry.)

! Despise awkward….awkward….out of touch……moments.

! Hate sadness and how it strains….in so many things.

! Wondering….hmm….how u made it through.

! Loathe it….when….cant feel.

! Sometimes….the thing u r….umm….lookin 4…is…is… wat u CANNOT see!

Intelligence

Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence

You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well. An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly. You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view. A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary. You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Finals and Shahrukh Khan

Hmm…Its finals week…I don’t understand y all the professors keep the hard stuff 4 the endin…they already know we r tired by then…neway, the weirdest thing happened…after our final yday in comm research…my prof gave us all a floppy disk and said this is my gift for finishin the class…1 mb floppy disk…I was like…hmm...…I don’t know how many of u’ll get that…!

My finals 4 this semester….Wish me LUCK!!!!

4 Finals:

1. Comm Research -- Thursday 12/9

2. Adv Public Speakin -- Tuesday 12/14

3. Rhetoric -- Tuesday 12/14

4. Media and Politics -- Tuesday 12/14

4 Papers:

1. Comm Research -- Thursday 12/9

2. Rhetoric Lorde Paper -- Tuesday 12/14

3. Literature Review -- Thursday 12/16

4. Persuasion -- Wednesday 12/15

Debate:

1. Principles of Debate -- Thursday 12/16

Every1’s been askin me where my background song is from…its from the movie Naach..starrin Abhishek…so yeah…oh this was interesting…this guy did an analysis on y people use the word DUDE…I thought it was funny…. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/6676586/?GT1=5936 …Hmmm... falcons lost the game last week…it was really sad…but we r still goin to the playoffs…so u all out there who hate Atlanta…keep on hatin!!!! ….

Ohhhh Jaret Wright (Baseball) went to Yankees from braves…aarrgghh… seriously, y r players soo greedy…21 million dollars…last year he thought his career was done…we made him one of the best starters…and yanks take him away….geez…people neva change…

Pshukriya: oh I found this wallpaper with shahrukh khan that you might like

Prave84: hmm

Pshukriya: is that your way of saying, you already have it?

Prave84: maybe

Pshukriya: okay what do you have on your desktop then?

Prave84: y do u want to know?

Pshukriya: I am curious, do you have more than one picture of him?

Prave84: somethin like that…

Pshukriya: let me see

Well ani…u asked for it…..

Surveys

You Are the Reformer

1 You're a responsible person - with a clear sense of right and wrong. High standards are important to you, and you do everything to meet them. You are your own worst critic, feeling ashamed if you're not perfect. You have the highest integrity, and people expect you to be fair.

What number are you?

You Are a Retrospective Soul

The most misunderstood of all the soul signs. Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are. You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life. You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor. Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily. But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes. For you, it is difficult to seperate the past from the present. You will suceed once you overcome the disappoinments in life. Souls you are most compatible with: Traveler Soul and Prophet Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?