I have always believed everything is right or wrong…there is no middle ground…there is no gray area…its all either black or white…and I read in someone’s entry…and they wrote…” without one, other is incomplete and tilting our natural balance” ….but I take a step bak….is my ‘this or that’ principle applicable to everything? I used to think that it did…but lately I began to realize there prolly is one thing out there that it doesn’t apply to ….when it makes a decision its not either strong or weak…sometimes it can …. Or it can…..something in between…something that is not…..not….too strong but u don’t…hmmm…..so for the first time in my life…I have conflicting thoughts about something that is not as black and white….
I dont think I have the energy to keep trying…actually Im not goin to try in this aspect…I just cant…they are too many contradictions….I don’t have the WILL to try….I just don’t!!!
Random Thoughts:
! Running on emptiness.
! Best moment in life is when u realize u do not need … to be completely blissfully content.
(The worst moment is when you realize this thought makes u cry.)
! Despise awkward….awkward….out of touch……moments.
! Hate sadness and how it strains….in so many things.
! Wondering….hmm….how u made it through.
! Loathe it….when….cant feel.
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